In this clip, Lil Loaded talked about the tragic loss of his brother and how it forced him to pursue a life in the streets. Lil Loaded recounted being shot at for the first time at 15 and actually getting wounded at 18 when he was struck in the hand. According to Lil Loaded, he went to his friend's mom to get the bullet taken out of his hand to avoid the legal proceedings that would follow if he went to the hospital.